Jessica Barksdale Inclan
Field of Foals
We fed the horse as if playing
with fire,
the stolen carrots stuffed into
our pockets
and then given to the big black
animal
with eyes the color of roasted
almonds.
It snuffled and snuffed,
and though we spoke a language
it didn’t know, it understood
the power of food.
One afternoon, the owner
of the Norman farmhouse beckoned,
and we both predicted a lecture
in French
about responsibility and equine
diet.
But the bent over man just waved
us in past the gate, past the
front door,
pulling us around the ancient
house,
into the pasture, revealing
a field of foals,
thin and black and light, legs
like wet sticks
All of them snuffling
up to our new skin, noses
pushing away jacket, coat, scarf,
their breath filled with heat
and hay and energy.
I couldn’t breathe or
speak enough
to ask the right questions,
to wonder how old and which
the mare, which the sire.
Instead, I reached for my husband
out of habit, grabbed his hand,
both of us exhaling as the foals
left us for the corn bin.
Both of us sighing
as they galloped off,
We thanked the man in the language
we knew
and walked back down the road,
never returning to feed the
horse,
to watch the foals,
all that life crowding around
our broken marriage
Like a reminder.
Jessica Barksdale Inclan is the author of twelve novels. Her seventh novel, Being With Him,
was re-released September 2010.