Brian Townsley
Drinking with Tu Fu
They suffered, no doubt,
nights
like this one, the
Chinese
poets. Li Po, Wang
Wei, Tu Fu. Nights
of
facts while only one
fact
matters, nights when
your country wars
without reason, nights
of spilled
anesthesia.
Li Po never held an
official position in
any court
& stood solitary
in
voice. He wanders the
room
tonight, traces my
tattoos
with his finger, says
nothing,
walks to the window
to stare at the bent
palm trees fanning
the gusts
of wind like the mallard
shuddering loose the
unwanted
wetness. Wang Wei
is on the cell phone,
the
master of adaptation,
counseling the dead
on etiquette
& expectation.
Tu Fu sits
on the couch opposite
heavy into his cups,
slurring
his genius.
I remind him that in
his poem
a guest arrives
he offers the man
nothing more than his
own
home-brewed wine
for supper. He even
calls
the neighbor over to
help them
finish the pot. He
laughs
at this now,
such simple violence,
such
fury & dust. He
raises
the glass to his lips
& smiles. A simple
man
enjoying the simple
life. Li Po
retires from the window,
comes and sits next
to me.
Wang Wei & Li Po
clearly
don’t get along,
each
flicking origami dragons
across the never
like diamond from coal.
Such philosophical
differences amid
the whoring
of the spirit. I’ve
bitten off
a bit of the scotch
tonight,
the cheap stuff of
plastic bottle &
midnight soul.
Wang Wei has fallen
asleep, is
drooling on the couch,
cell
phone in his hand
still.
Li Po will outlast
us all, he
is lighting candles
&
watching the flame
shimmy
to the dissonance
of night. Tu Fu has
peaked, he cannot
focus on conversation
or poetry
anymore. The wall opposite
him the greatest obstacle.
He will face it
with dignity despite
its
movement & his
lack
of sobriety. I wander
the halls in search
of the toilet. It finds
me
like a pleasure for
the damned &
as I stand
& aim
I know that Li Po
is watching, the theme
for his next unrulable
romantic
lament.
š
Brakeman
the reefs of cloud
align
in rhythm to the passing
tracks
built a time ago
beneath the layers
of now, god’s
own distance to the
other
side. The crows dip
& bend to
spill themselves of
motion
amid the coal of memory,
the desires
unmet. The child as
warrant.
The empty bottle dangles
from
your hand in mock desire.
The worst
is yet to come as the
odds
diminish.
The typewriter is silent.
& out
across the everything
of land there
is a child full of
a hope enough
to spin the world
entire. Think of that.
The night casketblack
& the doors
locked lest they come
knocking.
& then the girl
with tambourine eyes,
the pixiedust
of slipspring youth
& the wisdom
that nothing
can be held.
Almost nothing.
There are those out
beyond
The breakers
singing if the brakeman
comes my way
unaware
of infinite coincidence,
of nights of gamble
& dance, of fate
herself
as protagonist.
Look at it this way:
you’ve earned it,
these things falling
apart, yet
to heal, the tracks
passing beneath you
like
scars without memory.
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Brian Townsley is a
native of Los Angeles.
He attended UC Berkeley & USC, receiving degrees from each. In 2001, he won the AWP Intro Award for the poem "Unidentified"
in Oxford, Georgia, 1908, and has since published numerous pieces in various journals, including Quarterly West, Eclipse,
Connecticut Review, Berkeley Poetry Review, Killpoet, Diner, Spectum, Hawaii Pacific Review, and Southern California
Anthology, among others. He is the author of the books everybody pays, let the devil ride, and Badinfinity,
and is a contributing writer to guerillalit.
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